37: Try to Calm Down

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ZeroHeart10 says:

Okay okay, calm down, she’s new here and doesn’t know all the customs and stuff! I bet back home for her sharing a bed totally means nothing. And her asking about how short your pants are also means nothing. Or the fact that you invited her to go to a circus, then had a candlelit dinner with wine. She totally probably doesn’t think you’ve been hitting on her since you got home.

H-How sinful! That’s not what this is! She’s a hunter. You’re a grazer. End of discussion.

You’re not hitting on her! She’s cleaned herself up, and it was only natural to, well, notice. She looks… nice. Aesthetically pleasing even. For a hunter. Context wise. Like how you know a sword can kill you but you can’t help but notice its engravings? That makes sense, right?

And aside from being obligated to take care of her– You do owe her. She’s new here, and you need to help her get settled, make her feel comfortable. You remember how overwhelming it was when you first moved here, she’s probably freaking out like you are right now.

Or maybe not. Honestly, she’s kinda hard to read.

Which isn’t helping you stay calm either.

Ragingwerewolfdude says:

Remain calm and try not to think about her tail and how soft it feels against your legs.

You weren’t then. But you are now.

Donna says:

You can do this bro just don’t be weird about it man, think about machines…but specially not about her tail touching your legs

For the love of Shama, STOP!

FlawedSpirit says:

You can do this. Maybe some light-hearted questions that you’re sure wouldn’t upset the hunter right next to you. “What is your homeland like?” “Why did you decide to leave?” Easy stuff like that.

Okay, yeah—that might help; you really don’t know much else about her. Only that she comes from a land where people have green eyes, awful jokes, and clouds that murder you. Oh, and the apparent fact that a Lightkeeper saved her from an incident this morning? A Gnomanyan immigrant. Just arrived. Saved by a Lightkeeper? That doesn’t make sense. A Lightkeeper wouldn’t even save their own mom if she was drowning in a bucket!

Glass is a strange person to say the least.

And exotic.

And in your bed.

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A-and did you mention her tail is v-very fluffy?

Ok, let’s just start asking about her homeland, before you explode, please.

You ask away.

“Huh? Oh, it sucks.” She says flatly. With her regional growl reminding your hair to stand up straight.

“Okay…” you swallow, trying not to sound nervous. “Y-You keep saying that, but there had to have been some redeeming qualities to it.”

She goes quiet, the silence stretches for so long that you almost regret asking.

“Ridin’ out on the frontier was nice.” she finally says. “The mountains, the open steppe… even the bug-ridden bogs can be kind of charmin’ in their own strange way. Just me, Crust, and…him.”

“Him?”

“My dad.” she says softly. “We’d be out there for weeks usually. An’ at night we’d sit by the fire, and he’d strum his strings while I danced around until I got sleepy. Then… I fell asleep in his arms. I… miss that.”

“That sounds… nice. See? That’s a good thing!” you reassure yourself.

“Yeah, I reckon…”

You ask her what her dad did for work. 

“He hunted. He’d take me with him on his trips. And I’d help him track, bag, then skin.”

You feel your heart sink a bit. “W-What did you hunt?”

She smirks. “Nothin’ smarter than that fish you got me, don’t worry…”

You chuckle nervously. “Oh. Okay.”

“He wanted me to learn all the ‘three hunterly skills.’” She continues. Shootin’, ridin’, an’ wrestlin’. Well… we did plenty of shootin’. Ridin’, definitely but I never got my spurs, an’ we never actually got to the wrestlin’ part. Lookin’ back… I kind of wish we did more together. Perhaps things would’ve turned out differently.”

Before you can ask further, she interrupts. “Anyway, did yer dad teach you how to drive crank engines?”

The question catches you off guard. Your chest tightens.

“Aheh, no not at all. He kind of thinks crank engines are evil.”

“Understandable.” she chuckles.

“No, seriously, Glass. He thinks they’re demonic, because they like, move on their own without a soul. L-Like those automaton idols that the Qoths worship so much. He doesn’t understand that they’re just a sum of movable parts powered by springs under tension.”

“Your folks have quite the fear of the unknown. What, does yer dad think yer spirit is corrupted because you’ve been straddlin’ on one of those evil machines?”

“No… My dad… heh– has other reasons to despise me.”

“Oh, and how so?” she asks, amused.

“Well, h-he’s not exactly too fond of how I grew. He’d thought I’d dishonor him because I, his first and only born son, couldn’t be levied for the Nanzuul. So, he’d always chastise me for not being a ‘true son’ to him. I mean, my brother in Shama, you conceived me outside of the Harvest Window; I’m not exactly going to be born with the frame of a warrior.” You try to laugh it off, but you choke up. “But th-that’s fine. I’m fine with how I look and I don’t want to die in some pointless crusade, anyway. He never made me forget it, though.”

“I guess I wasn’t cut out to be a knight. Or a soldier.”

“…Or even your son.”

The hunter turns to you. Her… piercing eyes open and locked on to yours. You freeze, seeing how they glow in the dark. Was…was it something you said?

Snek_Inna_Tenk: says:

Don’t squirm or breathe too heavily, it activates their prey drive.

You-you weren’t! Right? Oh God. You overshared. To a hunter. That you just met. You idiot. You’re vulnerable now! –They feed off that don’t they? Don’t they? Y-You’ll try to come up with an excuse!

“I’m sorry. I’m just drunk. I’m sorry.”

“Zeb.”

“I’m sorry he put that on you. Over somethin’ that you couldn’t help.” Glass says gently.

“But you didn’t let that stop you. Regardless of what yer failure of a father thought, you followed yer heart and became a rider. That counts.”

She pulls the blanket over to her side and sighs deeply. “An’ fer what it’s worth, I think yer a bit brave workin’ on those machines. Crank engines scare the shit out of me.”

VoiceOfTheAbyss says:

Zeb, deep breaths; preferably away from glass’s direction, but take a breath nonetheless. Right now, the both of you need to rest for the coming day ahead. Glass isn’t going to hurt you, in fact, she has done much the opposite. You are safe.

You take a few deep breaths, trying to hold it together.

Sorry. It’s been a long day. The wine was probably a bad idea.

You… didn’t expect her to say that. If you weren’t so dead tired you might even laugh at the irony—how this hunter, of all people, seems to be the only one who might truly understand you.

At least you’re tired. Still a mess, but a tired mess.

After a few minutes, you become lulled by exhaustion and the steadiness of Glass’s breathing beside you. Her overwhelming presence begins to feel… reassuring… that…

You are safe.

And with that thought, you let yourself drift off.

You regain consciousness. Glass’s side is vacant.

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Tinderkell_Theory
Tinderkell_Theory
4 months ago

Do you guys think Zeb could grow out his horns in some way? Maybe through exotic alchemical exlirs. Also, maybe there could be a way to add bulk to him and force him to grow by some potion.

Last edited 4 months ago by Tinderkell_Theory
Nettik
Nettik
3 months ago

I hope not, his little nubs are adorable

ZBMarten
ZBMarten
8 months ago

Brand new reader here — this whole story is amazing. You’ve built a really awesome little world here! I’m a sucker for worldbuilding, and what you’ve done here is fantastic!
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Also, Zeb: I mean, bedding with a hunter just once wouldn’t really be *that* sinful, would it? Or even a few times.

Anonymous
Anonymous
1 year ago

I soo ship them together

Anonymous
Anonymous
1 year ago
Reply to  Anonymous

I would too, if I didn’t want Zeb for myself

noxfeur
noxfeur
1 year ago

Finally caught up with the comic and all I can I say is that I’m loving it

Anonymous
Anonymous
1 year ago

I was not expecting this kind of a ride from a CYOA comic, but got dauym, I am enjoying every last second. Great work!

Yitexity
Yitexity
1 year ago
Reply to  Anonymous

I appreciate it! <3

Anonymous
Anonymous
1 year ago

adorble

Oceanman
Oceanman
1 year ago

I love them they are so cute 🙂 I love this comic so much, I am eating every single installment.

Yitexity
Yitexity
1 year ago
Reply to  Oceanman

i appreciate it! <3

Anonymous
Anonymous
1 year ago

did glass always have this accent and i just didnt notice ? :O

Yitexity
Yitexity
1 year ago
Reply to  Anonymous

her accent is only noticed by other character povs ^^

Anonymous
Anonymous
1 year ago

I NEED THEM TO KISS NOW

Anonymous
Anonymous
1 year ago

Goodness Gracious this story is too heckin’ adorable aaaaaa amazing work!

Yitexity
Yitexity
1 year ago
Reply to  Anonymous

<3 <3 <3

Anonymous
Anonymous
1 year ago

just learned of and found this comic. loving it :3 the art is so cute !

Yitexity
Yitexity
1 year ago
Reply to  Anonymous

Thank you! ^w^

Anonymous
Anonymous
1 year ago

So Glass was a cowgirl!

Yitexity
Yitexity
1 year ago
Reply to  Anonymous

yeah :3

Anonymous
Anonymous
1 year ago

Glass’s accent is too adorable.

Yitexity
Yitexity
1 year ago
Reply to  Anonymous

she do be growlin’ :3

BlockCheddar
BlockCheddar
1 year ago

I sent a submission and autocorrect changed “Zeb” to “Zebulon”… lol. Just know I meant Zeb.

BlockCheddar
BlockCheddar
1 year ago

Lol. I love this story. What a cute duo

Yitexity
Yitexity
1 year ago
Reply to  BlockCheddar

Thank you blockcheddar! ^w^

BlockCheddar
BlockCheddar
1 year ago
Reply to  Yitexity

You’re so welcome!

Anonymous
Anonymous
1 year ago

Cheers at last :3

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